Inspired

I hear you all around
touch my heart
feel me with emotions
happiness, grief, anger
help me express myself

Music

little protector

you came into my life so sudden
right out of a dream now i feel you all around me
Little protector I'm protecting you too
My baby i love so small yet so smart
the way you feel to me is nothing i have ever felt
i expect to feel you move around each time
i feel my stomach
the problem is you dont exist

Dear Lord

Forgive me for the sins
That were committed
Take them from my mind since
I can't take them from my memory
Let me feel good once again
Because even though what i did was wrong
what he did was worst.
dear lord
please feel in the blanks in my mind the darkness that over took them
Lord please put me in the light
and make me remember that I am good and that you still love me
Please Lord make him forget the way I was
because with him my heart does stay
Lord just make it right I pray in Jesus Name

Amen

Overreacting

Thoughts on my mind
Like could I have been wrong
Could I have over reacted
Changed what was real
I pushed u away
scolded and hated
the thought of u holding her like she was so precious
Before there was thoughts actions took place
Not regeating the kiss that held our lips in place
The softness of your hand as u rubbed my arm up and down
Not one to be hurt
Ill close u out first
wounded but not broken
Never that to much to think about at once
Thoughts on my mind
Like I could have been wrong
But Ill overreact
Before I let u break my heart

UNQUESTIONABLE

I sit and I wonder why you had to hurt me
like what did i do to you
Wrongs never made right but why take it out on me
Never one for games dnt wanna beat around the bush
Glad i didnt get attached because it would have just hurt me more
No ryhmes in this poem
but just off the top of my head like what could a sorry do

Hope u dnt regret this when u laying nxt to her
Wishing it was me because aint nobody like me

Can't Question what she got that i dnt but for real it aint nothing to compare
Im the one niggas wanna wife and I gave you the chance
Dnt come looking for another

My name is

Walking down the street,
I look up and ur eyes I meet,
to interested to look away
but to shy to continue,
Its hard for me to say but when u walked away
I looked back and wished I said more...
wished I started a Convo or at least
told u my name, but thats ok
...One day will meet and I'll say Hi..
.My name is

An Unknown Factor

Lets take a walk
Down a lane so familiar
That we know the way even though our eyes are close
and the only sound we can hear is each other hearts beat
But dnt slow your pace because my pulse has increased
I’m still getting used to the feeling of being enclosed a room with no door
We continue to walk turning a corners and stopping at places that give us both pleasure
Eating and drinking along the way the tunnel so close
I can feel it and the vibrations of the train as it enters the station and comes to a stop
We have a schedule to keep and we dnt wanna be lat
You enter the train and wait for me to cum
And I lay on your chest to catch my breath
Keeping up with you is such hard work but I’ll never let go of your hand
The train picks up pace and after we pass four alternate stations
STOPS
We get off and to the right is a little girl so cute she has your eyes and my smile
The Unknown factor brought her to us

Can you keep a secret

Is there something on this table that i can't see
because it seems like your keeping a secret from me
Am i hidden in this box
because im a prize you seek
or are you puttin me in box and hidding me
My mind is whispering one thing
My heart another
Is it my imagination who keeps these lines coming
Am i number one to you
or will i always be number two
Can you introduce me to your family
as the one you want to keep
or was I just a piece of as that you were seekin
Am i the one you want to brag about
or Can you keep a Secret

My favorite Three words

I sit and I laugh

I laugh while I sit

Cause you dnt no what you do to me

I have the three words that I really like to use

If i told you what they where you would never believe me





I stand and I laugh

I laugh while I pace

I say them over and over in my mind

you look at me like im crazy

I give you my sinister smile



I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU



i scream as loud as i can

then i lay down and i laugh

i laugh as im laying down

then i cry that

I HATE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER NO

I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU

lets cry together
lets cry together
lets cry together

Forbidden Love

Forbidden Love

Unrelished Power

Forseen circumstance

Demented Dreams

the things we knew before we decided like Romeo and Juliet that we needed to be in Love
The Love we hid from the people who had power over our lives to avoid circumstance...but at night when the moon is high and you can only see three stars in the sky I did the thing I wanted to do
I dreamt of you



Forbidden Love
A crime of Passion
A thirst not fulfilled 
A dream only if it were real


The Love we hid filled with passion only we could feel....but
at the end of the night when the moon is high and you can only see three stars in the sky I kissed your
lips they where so soft that i knew this dream couldnt be real


Forbidden Love
then Power of Passion
Circumstance of thirst that were not filled
Demented dreams that I wish were real

Why did we decide this horrible fate to hid our Love like Romeo and Juliet?
Ill meet you in my dreams my love....but only if you are there at the end of the night when the moon is high and you can only see three stars in the sky.


That where our Forbidden Love Lies

Wishing

I'm the one lookin to the stars and wishin for you to come

Your the one lookin at the moon saying where



We are like two halfs tryin to be whole

but when we meet its not what we think



Your Tall Dark and Handsome

any womens dream

any womens but mine



Your smile breaks hearts millions of miles away

and i refuse to notice you because your not my type



Your not the bad boy the one tryin to get at me

Matter of fact your type that never notices



You always want to be right

Its like a fight with you a fight for what i dnt no



I'm not pretty or atheletic

Matter fact im just a fraud



I try to act all hard because I dnt wanna be hurt

but all the while I'm stoppin myself from makin new friends



So when i meet you, you get an impression of someone im not and you base your opinions and try to show me up



But boy your sadly mistaken

I'm just as quick as you



And it catchs your attention

because girls arent suppose to be that smart



And then one simple question developes into a friendship

Like no other

One that can be cherished forever

And the friendship turns into something deeper

And I'm sitting thinkin

"You meet this guy you think you'll spend ya whole life with and he breaks ya heart; You meet a guy who is nothing you ever wanted and he winds up being your everything...isnt life crazy..."



because for once true loves comes into my life and it was the one i least expected

Afraid

Im not afraid to fight for what i believe
Im not afraid to kill for the ones that i love
Im not afriad to love you the way you need to be loved
Im not afraid to die for my cause
Im not afraid to live life on the edge
Im not afraid to cry when I am said
Im not afraid to lie when I cant tell the truth
Im not afraid to smile when the sun shines on my face


Fight. Kill. Love. Die. Live. Cry. Lie. Smile.


IM NOT AFRAID

If it comes

If LOVE comes let it come in the rain
the coolness of the air
If LOVE comes let it come in the ocean
the softness of the sand
If LOVE comes let it come in the touch
the sweet smell of cologne
If LOVE comes let it come with arms open
so that they close real tight
If LOVE comes let it come
let it come with you

Dear You

I welcome love peace and joy

So leave hurt, hate, and despair at the door

Thank you

Karma <3